What have I accomplished?
- ROMed in Feb
- Went for Taiwan Photoshoot
- First trip to Bangkok, Thailand
- First trip to Guang Zhou, China
- Endless quarrels with PL (I have never felt as frustrated and betrayed before)
- Started riding lessons
- Cleared out all my old clothes
- Ended my first year of work on a good note
2014 ended with me being unsure of myself; not knowing how and where I should head towards. Somehow it feels that caring for someone and loving someone are different things. The future that I was looking forward to seems to be different from the stark reality that I'm facing. In all these turmoil and chaos, I feel that I'm losing myself; changing into someone that I don't even know, and probably wouldn't like. I started second-guessing myself; started to doubt my self-worth.
Maybe, I'm just thinking too much.
#Whenrealitystartsbeingtoomuchofareality
To PL: (in case you are still rigorously stalking my blog)
I'm sure we will still continue to have our shares of ups and downs, and we will ride through them together, hand in hand. (As long as you get your priorities right)
- ROMed in Feb
- Went for Taiwan Photoshoot
- First trip to Bangkok, Thailand
- First trip to Guang Zhou, China
- Endless quarrels with PL (I have never felt as frustrated and betrayed before)
- Started riding lessons
- Cleared out all my old clothes
- Ended my first year of work on a good note
2014 ended with me being unsure of myself; not knowing how and where I should head towards. Somehow it feels that caring for someone and loving someone are different things. The future that I was looking forward to seems to be different from the stark reality that I'm facing. In all these turmoil and chaos, I feel that I'm losing myself; changing into someone that I don't even know, and probably wouldn't like. I started second-guessing myself; started to doubt my self-worth.
Maybe, I'm just thinking too much.
#Whenrealitystartsbeingtoomuchofareality
To PL: (in case you are still rigorously stalking my blog)
I'm sure we will still continue to have our shares of ups and downs, and we will ride through them together, hand in hand.
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