Revolving stars

Finally tomorrow is the Taiwan trip!~~ Quite excited, even though I'm not a fan of Taiwanese food. It's more of a fact that it will be PL and my first long trip together!~~ I guess there is a difference between seeing each other almost everyday and getting stuck with each other for 9 WHOLE DAYS! My previous taiwan trip was not that fun as I went with a guy friend who is not my boyfriend, so it really felt kind of awkward. MY GOAL: To lose another 2 kg there! Like how I did last trip. haha. But I gained it all back when I was back in sg @@ We are bringing along some polka dots as well as unique love balloons over, and hopefully we get to use them. AND I STILL DUN HAVE HEELS! I think we either will buy it there or I will just go without shoes. hahaha.

Holy shit, married life is like a drama, where it can be awesome at times, and shitty the next. Was secretly elated when PL spent the day with me (being sick together) and he brought me to food for thought to eat lunch. [I was so sick that I can't finish a breakfast set on my own] It was the place we wanted to have our ROM at at first but it was too expensive. They needed us to pay at least 10k for the venue and food, which was crazy. I love the way that he will still try to cheer me up when I'm unhappy, and he doesn't give up even though I'm pissed at various stuff. I never knew that I can be so pissed till I met him tho! And he will accompany me to sleep before making his way home. Maybe I have said it before, but that is always the sweetest part of the memory, where I drifted off to sleep with him around.

I am just so short of saying that I regretted marrying you. I am not your Maria who needs to go to your house and help you clear stuff. When did I ever say that I love cleaning? The only reason why I like clearing your stuff is because I get to go to a cleaner and uncluttered room every time I am at your place. Why is your room so dirty anyway? And what do I get for that? "You don't touch my alcohol lah." Then why I am clearing it in the first place when you love them so much? I am never going to do that again. Especially when you treat it like it is my duty to do so. HELLO, it is not my duty to help you clear your f-ing dirty room. And don't ever tell me to delete or add/block people at my blog. My blog is my private space and not for you to order me around. If the person is unhappy about some stuff that I wrote, he/she can go and fuck himself/herself. Why must I be the one listening to you? This is really the last warning because you have done it too many

I hate people who leeches off people's money. Do have the decency to pay for stuff that you have bought/eaten. My money is as hard-earned as yours, and we are not your providers. Ask your whatever god that you have to provide you with stuff if you need them so much, or you don't bite off more than you can chew.

I love how he would hold my hand till I fall asleep before he goes home from my house. Yesterday was a test. I was pretty pissed off by the long time that I had to wait for him. At first, we agreed to meet at JE at 12pm for lunch. Since it was raining heavily, I called him to check if he wants me to go back to Clementi first. He said he would come JE to fetch me for lunch instead. So, I waited till 12.35pm until he gave me a call again to tell me to go back to Clementi. Can you freaking imagine how pissed I was? But I ended up still forgiving him. What to do? It also made me realised how much tantrum I had thrown towards him. >.< I am almost always the one being angry and him the one who has to end up apologising no matter he was wrong anot. And he does get on my nerves quite often. Staying apart when you are just married with parents' watchful eyes isn't the best way to start our lives together.

For those who are wondering how we are faring, we are essentially the same:P We don't exactly change overnight yeah? But one thing I am quite happy is our decision to sleep over at each other's house once a week, which is very good bonding. This week has been great, except for the minor issue where I took up too much space and PL ended up not sleeping most of the night *Oops* :( I admit I can be pretty harsh sometimes esp when I am half asleep, but I will get over it very soon too! =D Just not when the same problem keeps occurring. But never to forget that marriage is an ongoing process which needs both of us to put in effort to sustain it :)

Finally, it was the day when we are going to be husband and wife. To be honest, it just felt like another event that I have to get through. I guess we were so used to each other that it doesn't occur to us that we will not be together. Even though there were some incidents that pissed me off a lot. We booked two chalets at The Chevrons, kindly assisted by my very very dear cousin (whom I had a crush on like ages ago! Like in P1? =P) This was the doorway to the chalet (and PL and WP were still in the midst of preparation!) And I was still doing stoopid moves like this while my dress was hanging at the inner balcony.  Can you imagine the vastness of this bedroom?!! It is super big! =D The setting up of the place itself Yvonne was helping to tame my hair down. The ROM itself! =D PL & JY ROM ceremony :) Too many pictures make my laptop hang. LOL. WE ARE OFFICIALLY MARRIED!

Sometimes, it just feel so bad.why am I jealous of something that had happened so long ago? but I felt a bit cheated, that maybe I wasn't the first choice in the first place.

This is my first time doing hot flow yoga! In a heated room, we were supposed to do all the usual yoga poses. I had only attended a few yoga classes before this, and I felt that it was tough =( The heat has nothing to do with it. I think some days, Singapore feels hotter than the temperature in the room. haha. I think most of the people in the class are very pro (as in super flexible). I wanted to die liao when she started on the more difficult moves, and I couldn't even hold some of the poses at all. (And there I was thinking that I am actually quite fit.) Christine is quite a good teacher, and her instruction is very clear even to a noob like me. She saw that there were a few new people in the class and did something simple today, which is super heng for me. If not, I might just collapse on the floor. It's more suited for intermediate to advanced people I feel :)

Last week, I went to Sh'bam class with Constance instructed by Pao Pao. I really enjoyed myself! Pao Pao gave very good and concise instructions to the extent that I actually managed to catch the moves even though I am a very uncoordinated person! However, take note that Westgate classes are always so full of people that you have to queue up around 40mins ahead of class, which sucks when you have to rush from work. PL kept asking me