Revolving stars

The path that is for me to walk. The dreams that were lost and made possible. I guess my heart did make the choice for me in the end, despite whatever misgivings that I have. It is so ironic. The stuff that I wanted long ago are not the ones I want now. Looking at the past photos of us having fun, I don't really remember them anymore. Or maybe it's age that is catching up with me. Life doesn't have any u-turns, and no matter how it is going to be like in the future, I want to believe in the present, the emotions that I have now. I decide to trust.

I am paranoid. Definitely am. It kind of settled on me today the decisions and choices that I made for the past few months would have a big impact on my life. @@ And it is so true that I am struggling with trust issues. On a side note, we will be heading off to Malacca again soon ~! Off to the portuguese settlement!